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               Chapter 1 Avalanche

                          An avalanche was the only word i could use to describe the fall. It crashed down on me so fast that i felt like i was drowning. I had never meant for any of this to happen. I could feel the tears spill over as i looked over at him. His eyes were clear and only looked at me. 

"Im so sor.." I began but he cut me off with one scoff. "But it's all my fault your going to die!" The tears blinded me as i relised there would be a world without him. "Please just take the deal and live!"

He looked away,saying angrily  "You still don't get it do you?" He suddenly got such a hurt face. "None of this is your fault and for the first time in this accursed place i was able to live, really live and i can't go back no i can't go back ever!" He yelled "You woke me up and this time i wont let them make me sleep again understood because i....."  

                                                                   3 Weeks Earlier 

People always tell me that my main fault is that i have touble expresions and to tell the truth i have no clue why and at the moment it's the cause of most of my problems. A uptight mom who is all emotion and a step sister who thinks it's her job to improve me! I think it was the thought of wanting to be anywhere but here that started it all

Would You Marry a Prince/Princess?

Omg so just watched A Royal Christmas and could help but think about marrying a prince!!

Ok so i couldn't be in a relationship like that. Plus if you really think about it i just don't think i could ever Take something like that you know? How bout you? Would you wana find out the person you loved had a whole other life they did'nt share with you but have them in your whole world? I think it would suck to find out someone you loved hid so much!

Age Difference in Couples?

So was watching GG2D and was kinda bummed she dumped the younger man and gets so dumped on for it even though her ex did the same!! What a double slandered, man i hate stuff like that or as my mom would say "Its a girl thing" UGH I hate that saying so much!!! I don't think that age matters within reason butt i mean come on the lady's have just as much right to bone a younger guy as a dude dose!!. I mean i hope when i'm her age if i aint married that if i can dream it i can get it if you know what i mean! "Wink wink wink" (to lazy to find the right dots man!)

Another example is Romeo and Juliet! In the book she was only 13 or 14 while he was in his 30's (That not ok ok but jus an example of a famous couple we all know)

 


           I mean have you seen "Prime" or "Hello i must be going" I hate that!!!! How they use the younger guy like it's some sort of "stepping stone" to get to a better place in there lives but then again is that part of life?  I dont have much life experiance and the movies and books are all i have to go on for the world around me. Are they just dreams of what people wish life was like because all i have found is that people use and abuse no matter what the age gap. Man i wish life could be like the nutty professor. Now just here me out ok and btw i mean the Jerry Lewis version. Here's a quote i think really captured the idea of life and love.

             "If you don't believe in idle chatter and a lot of small talk, yeah, I'm deranged u'd prefer I conduct myself like the little boys Your accustom to dating? Nothing delights us more than being enjoyed,appreciated or just plain liked by someone, right? You're not going to tell me that you're here with me now because I don't appeal to you. And I'm sure that you can see I dig you pretty good, too, right? Well, isn't it easier to say so? Would you prefer I used that phoney dialogue I'm sure you've heard at least a half a dozen times before? So you see, Stell, when I tell you that you're a vibrant, beautiful, exciting woman, you can believe me, you can bet it's the truth. Because I'd have to be a complete idiot not to want to hold you and kiss you, and make our time together a warm, wonderful moment that could grow and develop into many moments, many hours, and into something really important."

And Stellas reaction is what i thought to!

"Nobody ever said anything like that to me before. Nor can I ever remember a more honest approach to two people being together."

Now just take a second to think about it, i mean wouldn't life be amazing if it were really like that? Another reason i bring it up is he was in his late 30's and she was in her early 20's. Yet another amazing pair with an age gap!


And this last qoute is for everyone i think!


"And I think that the lesson that I learned came just in time. I don't want to be something that I'm not. I didn't like being someone else. At the same time I'm very glad I was cause I found out something that I never knew. You might as well like yourself. Just think about all the time you're going to have to spend with you. And if you don't think too much of yourself, how do you expect others to?"

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